I as a captain in the team....
leaded them to a failure...
i'm sry....
The team had been dismissed....
Today the last day....the last training...
totally moodless....
Am i suitable to b any teams captain...leader....
Or rubbish....
Thank You coach...
i appreaciate for wat u did....
sry if i dissappointed u....
take care...
(26/4/2008)
Thanks for wat u did...
I have this bad ache in my chest...i really need him i cant sleep its 4:00� *cries* i wish i knew he was gonna make me this unhappy....it hurts very bad
Oh my god why does it hurt so much *keeps crying*
当青丝中有了白发
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我每年都尝试着变换发式，今年我选择梳小辫，突然找到了小时候的感觉, 不仅顿时感到青春焕发，还能在很大程度上遮住自己的白发。我大概是属于有十四岁的心态的四十岁女人一族.
刚开始家里两个男人都有点看不惯, 老公觉得我有点疯, 儿子认为我有点癫，可是过了不久, 他们又都一致认为目前只有这一款发式最适合我。我换别的发式时他们会不舒服.
为了证明我卓越的审美观, 我请敦敦试着在上海大街上寻找跟我类似的发式，结果他在繁华的南京西路上逛半天都没瞧见一个，突然有一天在电视上看到一位明星梳着优雅的长辫子, 看起来很有韵味, 这位90后才承认老妈的 ‘怀旧’ 实际上有 ‘前卫’ 的成分 .
刚刚改革开放的时候, 女人们的头发也跟人们的思想一样爆炸了. 爆炸式的大波和小卷代表人们厌倦刻板的辫子, 在‘庐山恋’之后,披肩发和马尾辫子大概风行了将近二十年, 90年代年纪轻的女人们都纷纷把卷头发烫直, 认为有必要PK山口百惠的玉女青纯. 二十一世纪的熟女们选择川岛芳子的中性发式，潇洒干练得让男人们觉得自己都不够阳刚.
头发由长到短，由卷到直几经折腾，女人们在彰显现代女人味上可没少花钱。本人的切身体会是，到了一定年纪的女人应该找适合自己的发式。你的头发不但应该点缀你的脸庞最好还能衬托你的内心。
exam is coming, for the following week we ned to bug up already!
there are still many works for me to do==homework and also notes~
but there are also many things happen for this few days==
yew fail in the singing competition......feel very sorry for him.......
and yet the teacher days audition is coming......
and the mid-term exam is coming......
shiong is also very busy........feel very sorry ........coz i can do nth to help him.......
he is a very pour thing.......
he�being as�a leader so that need to have meeting every day during recess and yet being hungry but eat nth.......
and�since exam is coming.......
he is�being stressful with all the things he need to do.......feel sorry to him.....
busy busy busy thats wat he got==
everyday reach school study then recess time go meeting and then study again....after school go society or tuition.........everyday also reach home after 9 or 10 o clock......then bath and sleep........and next morning wake up at the early 5 and go school study meeting and others keep repeating..........
this is wat he do for everyday.......
for me.......i still got time to ress and even play.......but he have no choice.......
so心疼......haiz.........
if ony i could help him on........
and since exam is coming, he need to have more time�to study and do revision.....but no! he have no time.......
hope that i could help him.........at least i can teach him about the studies........so i also need to bug up already........
if not, i might coz his result getting worse becoz of my careless mistake on teaching like last time...........
so lo==
i really cares u de leh~
so u must let me know wat r u thinking wor~and let me know when u really need help~^^
and i will always be there for u~^^
Win or Lose.....
sum says it isnt important....but actually it is...
War has�long�began in�our ancestors time...losing had never been an aim for them...
so....is win still important??
Competitions had never been fair....
but yet we nid to try our best.....
gud luck to all life challangers..
(23/4/2008)
not surfing the net lately...
*blushes* Forgive me for i have sinned i called Eddy* again it was� only once though. Its not� a suprise he hasn't rang back.
Anyways the rest of the past 4 days have been so-so. I dissed some bitches on myspace.� A life without mischief does't make u feel alive. There is something about Drama that just turns me on. I love it when people are fighting. I'm one of those people who fuel misunderstandings
Suprisingly i'm getting alot better without having an Eddy fix. I'm still in the early ages of recovery i believe very soon i'll be able to fly without my wigs.
He is a really nice guy...i thought about my descion of the no contact thingy and i changed my mind. I plan on keeping our relationship strictly platonic(I can't do that now..but i'll grow strong enough soon). I need this man in my life, he taught me alot and we once loved each other with fierce hot passion that could burn a room up. Not to mention he was my first love....and the last.
I never ever want a man to� put in the position where Eddy has put me .Nver will i let any man have thsi much control and power over my emotions. �I want to have the control and power. I'm going to be the Bo$$ bitch....Never again will i ever put a man before me myself and I(lol i'm crying) I guess Eddy really has hurt me more than i've let on. It's not only his fault its also mine.
Enough about him.....i need to go do something to cheer me up :)
Journey to Mecca
�� 今早我和敦敦研究了伊斯兰教的传播，我们对其五条教规产生了兴趣 （Five Pillars: declaring your belief in God；praying; fasting; giving to charity; and pilgrimage to Mecca.）。简单地说就是信念，祈祷，控欲，施予和精神追求。我们觉得麦加朝圣很神秘，敦敦说，过去没有现代交通工具，人一辈子也谈不上旅游，人们要靠着精神的力量，离开家园去追寻心灵的归宿。
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�� �我曾经跟敦敦讨论生命的意义，我问敦敦：“人要是能永远活着是不是件好事？”敦敦回答：“永生并不是件好事。”但当时他并没有仔细陈述他的观点，昨天他练笔，写了下面这一段对‘永生’的灰色见地。仔细琢磨一下，长寿的确是好事，可永生就完全是另一码子事了。实际上，我们一生下来就上了路，一生都走在通往麦加的路上。
Thought about Eternal Existence
Living forever, never dying. Bearing the burden of the memories, branded into the mind through the ages. Feeling so near death, yet so far. Struggling for eternity, never-endingly questioning the reason of pain. Walking upon this dreary world, over and over, feeling confused emotions, tangled thoughts, irrational urges. Everyone dying around you, the world itself slowly being destroyed. Being the sufferer of all torture, the victim of all damnation. This is the world of the damned.
Hello there,
No news. Biology test today. Most likely failed. Who needs to know the reflex arc anyways? Sadist teacher. Enjoys our pain.
Short sentences. Don't ask.
*Sigh*. Nothing really to say. Just killing time before something more pressing comes along, ie, the Bio oral due last Tuesday. Sorry, Mme. T. Too bad. I am pretty sure that I will never be in a situation where the active ingredient in Dimetapp will be necessary information (short of a murderer sticking a knife at my throat and saying, "What's the main component in most cold medicines, or else...."). *DARN! THERE IS NO EXASPERATED SMILEY!* Oh well.
OH YES, guess what's coming back on tonight?! LOST!!!!! OH NO!!!! Ahahahaha, I'm so excited. My friend Lindsay is in complete denial--she's convinced Rousseau is alive after being shot in the chest. Multiple times. I mean, I'm completely devastated, but I know she's dead. Ah well. We will see.
We had an "Alcoholism" talk today. It was interesting, but I was inattentive. I don't know why I'm so restless these days. Hopefully I won't do something stupid. Pray for me�.
Well, I am going to go psych myself up for Lost. Ahhhh!
And since it's been a while, I will recommend.... a song. Beverly Hills, by Weezer. Ahaha, I love it. Check it out if you want.
Until the next time I remember I have an account here,
~Annabel
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Dreamer 34, Female, Australia - 17 entries
